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Saturday, September 30, 2006


The day has arrived... 28th sept.. another day of going around to say goodbye.. it is so easy to take everyone for granted and not really cherish them when they are around you.. but it is just so hard to say goodbye..

anyway my grandma bought me one whole duck to let me feast before i actually leave.. i deeply appreciate that from my heart.. but my stomach did it's violent objections... haha yup.. today the time really flies.. u sit down and talk.. and before u know it.. 15 mins passed.. followed by 30.. then an hr.. so.. pacing around.. trying to think what i have not packed in.. what people i haven't bide farewell to.. time flies..

ok.. time comes.. lugging along my 50 kg luggages.. sitting behind in the compartment with miran, sis and mum.. 3 ladies of utmost importance in my life.. suddenly.. miran started crying.. and sis too.. followed by mum.. gosh.. my heart broke then.. wanted to cry too.. but i told myself to be strong...

at the airport..checking in was a bitch.. STA screwed most of us up.. in the register it only said 30kg.. but we were all promised 40kg.. and maybe a bit of allowance.. but anyway after a bit of repacking.. all of us managed to check in.. my friends came one after another.. and i thought to myself ' this is gonna be hard'.....

after chatting and mingling around with the different groups.. finally the time has arrived.. 0100hrs... as i make my way to the gate.. with miran beside me.. holding my hand.. i feel my hands not wanting to let go.. one last round of farewells.. i hugged everyone who came to send me..at first it was easy.. but after around 10 people.. tears start to well up.. and finally i broke down when i reached the BMT brothers.. totally lost it when i reach family and lastly miran..

it is really not easy at all... to say goodbye to your love ones.. and to proceed to a place where u know that it is not as comfortable as before... the uncertainty overwhelms me.. a lot of mixed feelings after i stepped into the gate.. surprisingly my tears stopped as soon as i walked in... that's good i guess.. i keep thinking of miran.. of the many good times we spent together.. my family... the many loving moments.. the many moments that i won't share with them for the time being...yes.. it hurts..

anyway .. once on the plane.. tiredness overwhelmed me.. zzz..
















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