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Thursday, November 30, 2006

i should feel happy after two tests are over? i sld feel good? i dunno why i can't really feel it, merely just breathing more air and realising i am alive that's all. the past week had been so hectic i can't remember what i really did.. but i am so glad it is over and there is a good ending to it.

it is now 1.40am down here... just woke up after concussing at around 9pm.. dun wanna sleep yet.. sleeping quite a waste of time ar.. was scanning around the web.. facebook.. friendster and all... went through wesley's jiexiang's and a few other friend's profiles and display pics all.. the song that's what friends are for playing on itunes. felt so sad suddenly...

everyone has come thus far.. moving on along their own paths.. this led me to wonder.. so far.. have i led a life of no regret? i always tell myself that when i do things i have no regrets... but now i think back.. maybe i did neglect the friends and family closest to me... i did what i can.. but i feel i can do more.. this feeling consumes u more when the surroundings is quiet.. i am brought through flashes in time as i think.. deep inside i feel so sweet, so inspired... i saw scenes like, my night cycling days, bmt days, badminton semi finals, nationals, silver bayonet, farewell before coming london, all the camps i did, mount kinabalu, thailand.. feeling this deep sense of nostalgia.. this is so unlike lip en.. i guess even clowns do cry from time to time...

well what i did is just really to make a silent note to myself i am gonna treasure those dearest to me ever after.. whether i can carry that out, i will leave it till another day. but i know i can lar of course..

anyways, xmas test and driving test is finally over!! all the frenzy over tutorials and unfinished lecture notes is temporary shelved and i can start feeling like a human again, not some tutorial factory and all.. and it is quite good to know that u will pass the xmas test and got A for driving test. it doesn't count much, but seriously programming is my achilles heel.. feeling so good man. hahah and mambo jumbo tomorrow night promises some relief amongst this mundane lifestyle nowadays. hope it turns out fine..

oh and mum, i saw the pics of your colleagues who celebrated birthdays at our house, it was wonderful!!! made me remember my own birthday celebration too! it was such a blast. alright! time to sleep... haiiz i still feel sad.. i miss all my friends..

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Lip En pours his heart again
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